Thanks for all who commented and supported on my last post.
I'm out of hospital after three weeks, and things are worse, if anything. No meds except Valium PRN. Sleeping all day and worrying and crying all night. Off work til at least October. My relationship is floundering amidst the BPD mood swings and general fury.
Don't have much to say, I'm sorry. Having problems reading and writing for the first time ever, which scares me.