Thanks for all who commented and supported on my last post.
I'm out of hospital after three weeks, and things are worse, if anything. No meds except Valium PRN. Sleeping all day and worrying and crying all night. Off work til at least October. My relationship is floundering amidst the BPD mood swings and general fury.
Don't have much to say, I'm sorry. Having problems reading and writing for the first time ever, which scares me.
About Me
- Borderline Lil
- I'm a 42-year-old Gemini from Perth, Western Australia. I love a decent bloke named Neil and a cat called Charly. Some of my struggles involve Borderline Personality Disorder, Major Depression, Generalised Anxiety Disorder and Binge Eating Disorder. Most of the time I keep my head above water using DBT and CBT but sometimes only a Valium and a G & T will do the trick...
8 comments:
Lil sending you safe hugs....
thinking of you my darling.
xx, C
You're in my thoughts, hope things get better.
Thinking of you, Lil xx N
Oh Dear, my Lil :( hugs to you... I don't know what's going on exactly but you are in my thoughts and prayers. You will pull through this, be kind to yourself right now and just rest, allow yourself to be cared for. Xoxo
(Lil) I am sending you such a big hug and a kiss on the forehead....it will get better in time.
(((Lil)))) I'm worried about you, my friend. It has been a while since you posted this. Could you post an update? Are you in the hospital again? I hope that you are enjoying some cool fall days, and some peace and calm, and some relief from stress, and that things are getting easier, and not worse. I know how bad it can get when you can't read or write, and I have been to the place recently of not being able to read books. I get like that a lot and it is frustrating. But you still have many amazing qualities, and I am proud to call you my friend. I don't know what I would do without you. The kind comments you leave on my blog ALWAYS make my day. Best wishes to you, Dear Lil!!
Looks really nice your post! :-)
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